Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I'm far from being anywhere close to the kind of man I want to be. I'm imperfect, I misjudge situations, and I make mistakes just like any one else. Unfortunately for me, the latest stinging reminder of all the above has come at a pretty bad time.

I'm just wondering if there's any grace left in heaven for me.

That's the only thing that can help me, and it's the only way I know I can continue changing for the better. Like Talib and Mary J. said in the song...

I try. You know I try.

Mood: worried and blue.


it's my month, it's our month

In happier news, Amy at HuiJeong has written this excellent post to guide your celebration of National APA Month. Read it! heh.


Hey G, I don't know what happened, but it sounds like it was quite a blow...

I know my advice is not good because I have very little insight into relationships. But I'll pray for you the next couple of days.

I can kind of relate to how you might be feeling in that I have been feeling like I just make people feel bad. When I think about, I feel bad about things already so I might be causing people to feel bad by me bringing my feelings of badness along.

I don't know if that's true for you too, but I just want to say that it's good to feel broken from time to time. It reminds us that we really are imperfect and that we need God so much more. Anyway...not sure what else to say, but I hope that you'll feel better soon and that the situation will get better also.
:( sorry... broken that seems to be how almost everyone i know is feeling lately...
Jon F., Hui Jeong> thank you...
Haven't stopped by your blog in a while now, but I'm sorry to see that you were feeling so down. I hope all is well now.
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the facts.
name. Gar AKA "that Chinese guy" "Sleepy.McSleeping"
ethnicity/nationality. Chinese/American, 4th gen.
location. Sea-Town, WA, USA Kawanishi, JAPAN
occupation. less-cynical poor grad student
age. younger than you think, older than you know



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