Sunday, November 17, 2002

when I write, my pencil breaks against the paper/
thoughts pulled from vapor, I'm a mental illustrator/
I only got one thing on my head like Frida Kahlo/
it's my sickness to spit on the pity in which I wallow/
why at present are these eyes of mine broken?/
miracles are veiled and my sight is un-opened/
to put it this way, I'm always caught looking back/
left living hopeless, you only see what you lack/
from misfortune's lips, no one craves a kiss/
but discontentment is the flaw we mar ourselves with/
peace passes to chaos and emptiness is felt/
wounded by the world, but some damage is self-dealt/
flay my heart with sorrow and seek drink as my vice/
is hitting bottom loathing compassion and life?/
God grant me hope, because everything is empty/
save me with love, as this bitterness tempts me...

Inspired by this.


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in?scrip?tion (n-skrip-shun)n.
1. The act or an instance of inscribing.
2. Something, such as the wording on a coin, medal, monument, or seal, that is inscribed.
3. A short, signed message in a book or on a photograph given as a gift.
4. The usually informal dedication of an artistic work.
5. Jeremiah 31:33

the facts.
name. Gar AKA "that Chinese guy" "Sleepy.McSleeping"
ethnicity/nationality. Chinese/American, 4th gen.
location. Sea-Town, WA, USA Kawanishi, JAPAN
occupation. less-cynical poor grad student
age. younger than you think, older than you know



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